Tomorrow is the last day of my exams=), but then, why don't i feel happy=(? Im 100% going to sec 4 its confirmed, but why do i feel guilt, tiredness, loneliness? In my head i know i have no reason to feel this way, but why is it there?
Why do i feel that after all i've done these few days, that i deserve this? Whats could i have done that i missed, thoughts go through my head as i think. I feel the depression sinking in, every time i think of something else. I keep my happy face on, because this feeling seems too unreasonable to think about, besides, not many will know how to help, since i don't even know the god damn reason for it!! Still a thought tells me i should at least tell someone about it.
Tomorrow's paper is literature, not much to study, for as long as i know how the story goes, i will be able to pass.
Me misses jiejie=(, haven talked to her since monday><. She's upset=(, me really wants to help you, me wish i can do more...
I can't hold on
When its stretched so thin
i can't rely on myself
Not me alone
with thought of falling
sinking in...
