The pain has past for now, thanks to cp and jie=), we had a conference last night, and they pulled me back together^^.
Though the pain is over, the wound are still open, and i still feel fragile now. My legs are still weak, i still feel burning within me, but all these is nothing that i can't handle=).
Now my healing, my recovery begins, now is time to re-lock all my feelings away, but this time. But there are some that i feel i would want to release, i guess, it just depends on when im ready.
I still feel my broken heart still in pieces, but thats hard to heal, and i don't think i want to go through it, with the risk of breaking it again, at least not now, but hopefully soon.
Some problems, i guess im ready to face as well. Time to find proper friends who would care about me, not like the bunch i made in my class...
I just hope i don't fall again, in the state im in now, another fall won't be as easy to come out of. I hope i don't let myself down again...
"til the silence splits me open
til it puts me on the ground
til i have no breath
and no roads left but one"
(Linkin Park No Roads Left)
To remind me that i will always be here
Til the very end
