Exams are finally over, the freedom i thought i would feel far exceeded what i am feeling now.
The thought of doing whatever i wanted after the exam is now extinguished, it still feels like im in a cage. Bounded to this world by what is already here. Its not boredom, its not sick or tired of what is already here. Its just the need to start moving again.
But which way to go? On this road i stand still, watching over those who i care about, but not moving myself. But i don't want to only watch, i want to be part of everything, part of life's great picture, but at the same time keep watching. The holidays are coming, perhaps then i will decide where to go, perhaps it is possible, that we will have to see.
For now let the bars of this cage rust and break, i will be behind them, waiting for the time to break through.
Smile to everyone
through the bars
soon i will be released
and join the world
on my own road
along side those i care about
