Feels like im trapped, been like that since the exam, everywhere i turn, seems to be the same as the last. Like 4 walls surrounding me, with no where to go... I've kept it locked for so long... i forgot how to open it... now im wondering, should it be open now? That will not be known til after its open, im afraid=(.
So many things change, i remain the same. Its like the others have already became trees, and im still a sprout. How do i start to grow again?=(.
Today, was really worried about jie and cp=(, i know the tension grew alot this time><.
I really hope jie is ok, really really worried><.
Is this a curse
i must live with?
always fighting
the path given to me...
