Haiz, my mind seems to have cooled down since yesterday, helping me think more clearly.
Yesterday seemed like such a hurricane, so much knocked of balance, including myself. Today was better at least, in cca we made another bridge in 5hours 49minutes, and our time limit on tomorrow is 6hours. I've got to say the this one is better then the first that took 6hours(but with slacking in the middle) to complete.
1st try
2nd try
If u can't tell the diff, look closer haha
the 1st hold 3kg of weight, the 2nd holds 10kg and doesn't bend, there gots to be a difference right?=P
We voted for pink cause be agreed "only real men would use pink" LOL
And yea burned myself alot ogain, 14 times.
After school i was smsing jie, but had to meet the new councilor for awhile. I guess i was more angry at the FUCKING bitch that had to be there. Had a quarrel and a loud one, before i left with my friend, really felt like waking her, shes lucky shes a girl.
I guess that was cause by all the feelings i've been building up for quite awhile. I figured out my problem already, im lonly here. So little people understand what im going through, my parents, my friends, most just don't understand. And even the ones who do understand, like cp or jie all i feel guilty if i put my problems on them. I don't even know y i bother anymore, i can't find a way to fix this until after my school days, I DON'T WANT THIS FEELING FOR ANOTHER 4 YEARS!!! Im loosing my mind over this, i can't seem to focus, i can't get a grip...
AHHHH I CAN'T SEEM TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT WITH THIS ON MY MIND!!!!!!!
Haiz, tomorrow is the competition, better get ready...
