Today wasn't disappointing, feels like so long since i felt this happy^^. All the feelings that caused me pain seemed to have vanished, into the cold never ending void of time. Today i went to school for my remedial, seems like i use less effort to stay happy=P, And i also don't hesitate to smile anymore^^.
Things are looking up, my life seems to be going back the the boring peace that i once hated, but now savor and appreciate. I hope this would last as long as it could, but hope don't bring much promise, as time goes on, it will bring more pains that will fill my heart. But now, now is the time to be happy, as long as i can, to think and see what is going around me, without feeling pain or sorrow. I never want to be left behind, physically and mentally, and i will drag myself to achieve that.
Thinking about it now makes me feel better, there was nothing that i should have been upset about, or maybe it has already past. What ever the case, the feeling is gone, im thankful for that.
Time for me to look a different way to see whats coming ahead and answer what questions linger in my head.
But still, like every feeling that comes and goes, it leaves emptiness, that i happily take knowing that its less painful.
Things are looking up... They are......
