For over 2000 years now humans have kept track of time. How it seems to work has left so many amazed at its mystery, and how so many of us wish we can control it. Time feels slow at the most unhappy moments and seem to speed up at each exciting hour.
For awhile now i have wished i had more time. More time to think, more time to study, more time to enjoy. But now it seems i have lost my balance, i don't seem to see what i need to do anymore, my grades are dropping because i don't study, i don't seem to do all the things i wish to in a day, and everything i think about seems to be left each time i fall asleep at night. I never wan to stop time, but how i wish i could slow it down, even if its just for 1 day.
For so long now i have tried to help others gain balance, but it seems it is my turn. The time has come for me to step out of my cave to restore the balance that has so long been alluding me. The time where my final goal is to find a spot where i can slow down time in my mind, making each day slower and more meaningful.
To everyone in my life i wish u too know, i will always be me, this is who i am and who i want to be. You all will always see me the way i am now, but look deeper, there really is a dreamer in me, a soul wanting to achieve.
Joel, Yong Hang, Shawn, Benjamin and all the others existing in my real life, you will always see me as i am now, just abit smarter haha.
Jie, CP, Nichous, Xiao Min and the others that have been brought into my life by luck, I will
always be there for you guys, and if there is ever a time that i forget this promise, may my life be cursed forever with sadness.
