Today jie and CP were online the whole day, so ya stayed with them for the whole day=P.
Even Rick was online, that was awesome, for 2 weeks there was no rick to push cp to train lol. CP seemed blunt to the max today as well.
Haiz i don't know, to me this day was suppose to be great. For the whole day i put on my happy face and tried to enjoy, but for some reason i felt like something was wrong.
CP and Jie are talking now, so i had been thinking about it.
Humans feel for a reason, there is no feeling known to us that does not have a purpose.
THEN WHY!!? Why is this one bothering me?
And whats worst, I feeling more tired with each day that passes. Im not sure if im going to wake up tomorrow as happy as today, so far it seems like a no.
Alot of people tell me to just stop thinking, but then what if its something important bothering me, and even so its completely unlike me to just leave my problems idling in my mind.
Im still wondering what could be wrong, so far there has been no answer, but ya trying hard pays off.
At least i completed my star after a week of slowly adding part by part and using up 1 tube or glue and 1.5 packet of staples lol.
I really wish this feeling would go away, there are questions that even i dare not answer...
Labels: Why can't i get a grip
