Exams are coming, By next week thursday, day 1 of it begins. Im still nervous about chinese, literature and social studies, but i think i got the rest down. Im planning to test myself one of the days before the exam starts. For chinese, literature and social studies, all that needs to be done is reading, but i can bearing stare at a short chinese sentence for 5 minutes unless it is followed by questions, and even that gives me headache after awhile.
I guess social studies can be pulled up if i start reading now, though my teacher says its impossible. I can remember key facts to everything that is in the syllabus only not the format in which i am to write it in.
Anyway, i won't be using much social studies in the future, for now its just something that i want to replace my chinese with to achieve a better score when i go for my N levels.
Though time seems so little to those that don't have these exams, to me, there is alot of time. Each day i can understand 1 new concept, and that will give me more then enough for the end of year. On top of all this, i don't really have much to do anymore, my days seem to be reduced to waiting.
But in my eyes, this is the isolation that helps me open my eyes, to let me read people better, to understand them better. I accepted that for now i am to watch and follow, so thats what im going to do.
They say time waits for no man,who ever thought that i would be the one waiting for it.
I just want
to be moving again
Not waiting
