For awhile now, i walked on a path closes to the people who need me. Now the path im walking on is about to reach a dead end. I have always tried to help people no matter what the cost, no matter what sacrifice it takes, And it seems that i eventually meld into their lives.
Now the story is ending, even now, it seems like im no longer needed. Though i am preparing to retrace my steps back to where i start to wait for a new path that i may take, i still continue the path to the very end, although my usefulness and influence has left me, and this path no longer offers anything more to love, i still enjoy walking it, enjoy the peace, the story, and still feel close everyone that i am walking with. And when the time finally comes to turn back, i don't know if i can even take the walk back. On the way back i would see all the memories, how the story came to be, how i came into the story, and also how i leave it.
It is a painful thing to think about, never the less, it will happen. No matter how much i do, i discovered that no one needs a person like me forever, and though i feel like i may be wrong about that, for now at least, it keeps me trying my best, to prove myself wrong, thats the goal i want to achieve.
For now i want to enjoy whats left of my time here, even though i am useless, and even if no one on this road needs me anymore, i am reverted back into a shadow. But like i promised before, i will stay til the day u don't want me here. And if ever that day comes, i will vanish, all that i have done, all that i helped accomplish, will all be forgotten, as if i never existed. Still every, path that i walk is engraved in my mind, i will never forget all the hardships and laughter we shared.
Every time someone asks me if i am ready, i always reply, im always ready, for once im not, and never will be.
Even if i may be a shadow, i will still watch over u guys, try and do what i can for you guys. Now that i think about i never really did anything on this path, i only guided, but never did anything, you guys did it yourselves.
Like a shadow
im always here
for you guys
