Looks like the day of happiness is over, feels so short until i thought of the boredom i had just thinking about whats going on.
Ray seems to be back, he really misses jie alot after he came back from msia. At least their finally getting to talk soon ba.
Last night was and unusually lonely night as well. So i lay down to think, wired thing is that while i was thinking, i suddenly heard noises i knew couldn't be real. The nights are especially lonely for me, the last person that i would hear, is my mom to check if i was about to sleep, if not jie if she calls.
I enjoy it when she calls, it makes me feel like someone is comforting me, and when she conferences with cp it just becomes funny and i forget the thoughts going through my head.
But that night jie went to sleep early, and my mom did not come in my room. It was in one word, lonely. from the time i got home from teakwando, i took my bath and lay down on my bed, knowing that it will be by myself, alone.
Thats why it was wired when i started hearing my hand phone vibrate when i wasn't, and my com making msn sounds when it was off. Things that i would use to interact with others, most probably because i was lonely. I still checked them hoping that somehow, some way someone did just sms or call, but, the same was expected each time, nothing, zero, rock bottom...
Eventually i ignored it, and fell asleep...
Today however, something abit different on top of the lonesome feeling lingering in me, Got my handphone confiscated again, that was a downer><, friend kicked it when i dropped it on the floor then got picked up by teacher lol, hopefully i can get it back by tomorrow, going to miss jiejie=(... it feels like something is about to happen
Something is going to happen
Hopefully something good><
