Today was the first day i tried my best to focus on work. I tried my best to focus in class, and yea, feels like im learning=P.
Smsed jie abit less, so i can focus more on the lesson rather then talking to her, pretty much worked, but yea, me missed jiejie=(. At least all lessons have to end, so yea i smsed her at the end of each lesson^^.
The day has been pretty normal, by all standard, this has been the most normal day i felt in awhile.
Maybe just enjoy it for awhile, but in the mids of all the peace, and serenity of it all, i still feel something burning in me, and eventually this calmness will become unbearable just as the pain before it, only then will i open the flame, and see what keeps it burning.
For now, exams are near, im trying to do more studying before next week, then by next week, i guess i will be crazy studying...
Wish me luck, and hope jie will be with me til the end, thanks for being here so far^^
I have never been a hero for anyone before, not once something good has happened because of me, that is y i find so much pleasure in trying to help people, so far, it has only been hope that kept me going, the hope to finally see me be able to do something, to be the one that did it, not the one who comforts or stands by. But recently, i ask myself, how can i be a hero for anyone if i can't even do it for myself, all my problems, all of them are resolved, not by me, by someone else, another hero, this exam could be a start, something that i finally accomplish. And perhaps, maybe just perhaps, bring me one step closer to do something for someone else, be someone's hero.
