Yesterday i got word that something happened to darling's state in the hospital=(, i was in shock, i was confused><. Thats one of the reasons why i forgot to blog=x.
Anyway, i guess her state has been stabilized, and shes going for an operation tomorrow. Hope it goes well><.
Doctors don't perform operations unless its going to help cure the patient. This is my last hope, that this is true=).
Really miss her=(, I LOVE YOU DARLING!!<3. I know she will get well soon.
Today i had CCA for an upcoming competition, its a sumo bot competition, but i have no mood to focus on that now><.
Today i was still really dazed><, i smsed jiejie alot, but by mid day she started getting quite busy=(, and i couldn't talk to her much anymore. Im sorry i didn't sms u much after that=(. I felt lonely for much of the day, not many people talked to me, and i didn't try to talk to people...
Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Tomorrow holds a lot
for each and everyone of us
The day dar gets better,
or not
The day we cry or cheer
Whether or not i lose again
The day things turn
for the better
or worse......
