Today like i expected was a boring day, along with my lousy sleep last night, it allowed me to sleep in school=). And because of that, i got left behind 2 times by my friends><. Thats how easily i get forgotten in school i guess.
I was looking forward to coming home and talking to Bee Bee dar. But, i guessed something happened=(. When i got home, i tried calling her, to find out that it was engaged, then i tried to check if she was online, the same can be said about the results=(.
Haven heard from her since last night, hope everything is ok><. Really really worried about her, couldn't stop thinking about her, til i couldn't do anything else. DARLING!!! Me misses u alot><, hope i can see u soon=(.
Was trying to talk to jie too, but i guess, she was really busy at work=(. Didn't get many replies from her when i tried smsing her. But its ok, i know how busy she gets=). Me missed her too=(. I don't know, maybe its just me, but i have a feeling shes not 100% ok either=(, hope u r ok jiejie=(
Just hope she isn't stress over it><.
I tried dota-ing with CP to take my mind off things, but i couldn't concentrate on the game><. Most of the game was spent zoning out and that caused us to lose. I could only stand 1 round, before i went back to thinking about my BeeBee darling. Really really miss her.
Hope shes getting out of the hospital soon=(, can't imagine what i can do tomorrow without her><. Tomorrow, 29-10, my birthday, and also a holiday for me. Its wired that ever since i was born, i had no school what so ever on that particular day. But still, my feelings overwhelm me too much to enjoy it=(.
CAN'T WAIT TO TALK TO U AGAIN DARLING!!!<3 MUAX<3 LOVE MY DARLING 4EVER!!<3
Love
the thing no one understands
not completely at least
What do i know?
I never felt it before
never thought
that i would feel it now
