Today had been ok, i managed to feel at least some happiness today, its the 1st time since i found out about darling's condition=(. I went out with jiejie, and cp, watched a movie and had lunch and dinner.
I only got the news when i got back=(. Darling's state is now completely critical, and a chance of death now looms about her><. This hit me like an assassin. My heart breaks, my mind goes blank, thoughts of so many words left unsaid...
I already have a speech, written complete with everything i want to say, in case hope disappears.