Recently, i started realizing how small people see me as. Am i really that small? All the people in my class seem to be about the same size, yet, they don't have that problem. Because of how they see me, they treat me like a child, treat me like im some stupid immature kid, who doesn't know shit about grown up life. Work, Stress, Finance, Love, they all think i know nothing about these. But i have something to say to those who think i don't know about them. GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!! I know these problems more then any of u ever did!!!!
And secondly, doesn't mean that im small, that my body is weak, i have a full functioning HUMAN body, which means im capable of anything all you "big" people can do.
Probably what comes out of this is that i could slack more=P, and that its easier to be cute=x
Seems like even my parents see me like a little kid...
Its not that i hate how i turned out, what i hate, is how people talk to me. These are sentences i always hear:"Ah Wei Yan sure dono one la, still small kid" friend 15, "You still small la, when you grow up u know what is stress" cousin 17, "Wei Yan still too small to have girl friend la, he also don't know how to treat girls" friend 14-15, "You don't waste my money ok, i might get fired soon, and i know u still too young to know how stressful work is" Bullshit by mom.
There are still many many more, and as you can see, if its not my parents, the people who says them are almost the same age at me.
Haiz, what will it take for them to see that i have grown up...
Yesterday was officially the last day i will go to school during holiday=), going to spend as much time with darling as possible^^. Really miss her><.
Maybe its just me
that i really am small
